改变~

没有东西是永久的，东西，工具，我们把它用到坏了，就丢掉。如果，那工具是有感受的，那它会怎样呢? 很多时候，我们需要别人的帮忙，可是帮了，说了一声谢谢后，就消失了 。人家说，好人难当，其实，好人很容易当，只是不求回报的好人难当。虽然是口口声声说没关系，心里怎样想只有自己知。人就是那么善变了，有新的，旧的就把它丢在一旁了。世上，有一种人为了别人而活，一次一次地成为别人的脚踏石，一次一次的被遗忘。

距离~

有人说，就算距离在远，心还能近的。爱的力量。。可是，我所见的，不是如此。距离能把两颗本来很近的心分离。

我很讨厌距离，更讨厌，好不容易才接近，又要分离了。距离，不但是爱情的坟墓，它也是友情，亲情的坟墓。

insecure, helpless ~~

I duno why, now i starting to doubt what i have been doing is rite or wrong, should i giving them advise? am i hurting them more instead of helping them?


On the other hand, what should i do with my lab report? ><", I really duno where to get those information...or should i follow back by old ways? just do as much as i can without putting maximum effort in it? for now, what is the risk? worth to try? I running out of time, feel so helpless



(i admit blog sure usefull~~) I dont k what other thinking abt it any more, i just wan to vent my feeling out...too much for me to bare everything, i not iron man or superman

Can i be more self discipline? o.O~

Today, is the 1st day of school after one week mid sem break holiday. I made out a time table, and told myself have to wake up at 6am. I did awake at 6am but after turn off the alarm i fall back asleep. and woke at 8.30am zzz, lucky my class today start at 2.30 pm

2mr need to pass up the damn lab report, i have no idea how to do with in, maybe later go to library to look for some books to refer.

A bad start for me for today...haiz, gonna be more self discipline~~~

Well, not a good day~

Today, i reach kuching around 12pm, then found out every house mate still slping =="...well tats normal haha.

after that, around 4.30, uncle bring us go for pc fair, dark cloud all over the sky of kuching, gonna rain soon...but it dont affect the passion of those computer lover or "crowd lover" the pc fair is full of ppl until hardly walk nor see goods. all i can see is HUMAN zzzz...at the end i bought a cool master cooling pad, quite stratify with its design, still testing its cooling power.


after that, i spent all my time in front computer, mapling, fbing, msning. Well the front part still ntg bad happen except the raining part. The here come the worst, my close one, facing problem. sry for cant go any detail into it, but all i can do is pei them as much as i can to help them forget the thing. i do hope i can do better, but i cant. i wish they get fine soon, seeing them like that, i also not feel so alrite.


well enough for the sad part, lucky got another fren was happy and get hyper active over it haha, i glad to see her so cheer up. with everyone can like her, hapi~~~

Meal on plane~

I really like those meals on plane^^, today when i going back to kuching, is the 2nd times i enjoy the "chickens noodles" Yummy^^, the first time is when i going back to kk haha. Only one thing no nice is the table too low for me, i have to bend all the way down to eat the food. the plane is a bit shaggy today, as alot of black cloud on kuching's sky, then just not so long after i touch down, it start raining..oh great =="

My everyday's life

well now is my one week holidays, i know i really need to put more effort in studies , but in holiday i just wan to relax and charge up. tomorrow i going back to kuching, then i starting to follow the new time table which i have made. well it is a tiring schedule, but is for study, i try my best and be self discipline. hope i can chase back and not so lose behind^^ well maple still a part of my life, oni it will become the smaller part.