An Aquarius..

From all the article I read about Aquarius... most of them say that, Aquarius is Unique..In the negative side of saying of Aquarius is weird.

Well, recently I feel that i hardly keep any conversation open...whenever I talk, the conversation tend to cold down...I maybe thinking too much..or really is thinking too much ><"...in fact I have to admit that Aquarius is lack of socializing skills...

I do proud of my talents..even though no one acknowledged them..maybe my laziness covered them up. I have to get rid of the damn laziness to let my talents shine again...but how?

Robots competition finally over^^, my team's robot get third place..quite happy with it^^, other than happy, I feel like dun wan the competition end...It is so fun! and our robot is still have lots of potential haven shown ..arr..k! must let go =)

Watched 1 and half movies these 2 days....haha, weird way to watch movie, who will watch half movie ==" but I have no choice...at 1st ah soon, elmer and I went to watch skyline..but watch half way the film snap! o.O ...tat explain for the half movie...then the cinema give us 4 open ticket as apologizes. so, the next day, we 3 and even went to watch Rapunzel^^...thumbs up!! Disney never let me down..It is so nice, even though it just a 1 and half hour movie, but i feel like 3 hour inside...and Rapunzel is super cute when her hair is short!

The nite of the same day, I went for zhe yii birthday party...well it is more like a gather..anyway, is the same..=P..and once again I order another food that is totally not worth! =="..I am so noob when come to order western food, next time gonna wait for other order 1st. that nite i spent RM36.40 just for a dinner..ouch!! thats the money I use for 3 days meals! Gonna save money ~~ =)

er..kinda off topic..well, just treat it as 2 in 1 post xD..Exam coming, fun time over..Study mode on!! (laziness still get in the way ==")

Today~~

Today, is a typical Tuesday for me..free at morning, class at afternoon. Usually i will wash my cloth every Tuesday,but due to the cloth hanging place is occupied and the sky din seem so good, well, i guess i leave the washing for tomorrow ><"..in my closet, left the last set of clean cloth~~~pls have a good weather tomorrow >
Arr...kinda ashame to say this out...I actually wasted whole morning, doing NTG !!!...facebook~~guitar~~~movie..wth!!!..well, exam is at next month, but i ady can smell it =3=!!, in my heart is scare and worried after looked to those sux tests result >
K, another ashame thing...I plan to study EMO (energy and motion) after today's class...but, evil me:(is gonna rain soon, ltr u cant go bek home, now is the chance, Melvin offer to bring u back~), angle me:(u plan to study, dun waste time at home...at home u sure play comp)...at the end, evil win..NOOO!!! well, at least din win all, changed my plan to study with Melvin after tomorrow class..this time, cant let evil in again..>O

Well, wad the angel say is true..i go bek home, start prepare abit things for dinner, den face comp all the time...dean wolf start to say: tonite zak~~~coz 2mr patch...wth T.T bb study time xD...yea, finish zak, den dc LOL, k, off maple den go bath...after bath...guess wad...I am here writing..LOL!!!...gonna go slp le..hope 2mr can early wake to wash cloth...

MOTIVATION and DETERMINANT where are U!!!!???? TEMPTATION damn you, pls disappear in front my eyes!!!

The feeling~~

This few week..really busy, and stress...

When a time like this come, in my heart the ego of a gf to tc me will appear...

I spend many time, involve in many things, enjoying my life outside virtual world...well, by doing tis, temporary make me forget that feeling..TEMPORARY~~

My fon is quiet for few weeks or months..i duno, din count the date, but this few day, it start to be noisy again...I really miss those time, those when fon is noisy time, every msg inside is so warm..i feel tat i am not alone...but i wish, those time nvr come back..at lease come back with different ppl...

My picture of life, got some shaded part which i wish it nvr there...and i glad it is there...Yea, i am being contradict..there are reasons behind...i duno how to explain..I not sure what i wan, In my heart, I miss them, I wish they come back, but in my brain, I dun wish to get into dejavu, I dun wish there are more shade area in my picture...

My life has changed, compare to last time, but not totally...My life now is more contained..Is more den virtual world..but still, virtual is part of it...cant possible 100% get rid of it..but i wish can minimize it..at lease, my next gf is not virtual..is someone who i can hug and feel her warmness..

Tonite is cold..

她~

忙啊忙啊，终于可以停下来喘气了^^。。

大学生活，比我想象的还精彩^^。。感谢神！

她回来了，变了另一个人。。有点难相处，她想太多了吧。。顺起自然就好。

分手后，好一段时间没联络，都不知她过得怎样，经历了什么。

每错，我现在过得很好，不是我拥有了什么或谁，是我学会了放下和原谅。这一却都是神赐的，应满足。^^

Precious gift~

Today is 25 of Oct...another month ending soon...

Time passes very fast when we busy...This few week i am so busy..busy with church things, study and so and so..Busy until i rarely can on maple..well, should be is a good thing xD

I went through so much things..and manage to go through...thanks god for all of them..Now still have few lab reports and assignments on hand..and the study ><...

This sem, i feel that is alot better than last sem...i feel that my time is fully utilize..i din waste much of my precious time..and i learn cooking xD^^

My life is colored up with many different kind of color...Not much is spoiling the picture...I learn cooking, I learn guitar, I made new frens, I get rid my old emo self.

So many things have changed..so do people..somehow, I really miss everyone...back then..a "special one" told me.."even we are far apart, but we still Under the same sky" <<
The world is beautiful when love is around, the love that god granted for us..our most precious gift~

><" 10/10/10 's story

ON 10/10/10, i seriously have a nice day^^ morning went to church, afternoon go bek home rest awhile, den night go out to Pullman and have a nice dinner and smooth presentation^^

Everything is fun, except one thing, after i saw it, my heart pain ><...its is during night time, when we all enjoying our wonderful dinner. Seriously, i don't think organizing a grand dinner is a wise idea...
well, i will say is a nice idea to WASTE FOODs
seriously, everyone is considering their image, they try to don't take the last piece no matter how they wan to. That not all, because of caring their image, they try to don't eat so much and rather the food to be waste...tis is not What GOD wish to see.

The night was fun after all^^ had a great time with friends and foods..lol xD..

Now after Alan's house, hehe, tired xD but still wan play comp hehe..

Mind sets to have a hapi life^^

1. Forgive and Forget
We are humans, we are imperfect, so is OK for us to have mistake...Its true that some ppl's attitude really pissed u off, but when think the other way round, why don't forgive him and forget what he did. This will bring happiness for both party. Well, I never say forgive and forget is easy, but still possible^^

2. Be Thankful
When people did something good on you, be sure to say "thank you". Maybe you will think that is not a big deal, but is really matter for the people, at least let them know you appreciate what they did. A "Thank You" will encourage ppl to do more kindness^^

3. Be Kind
Help ppl when ever you have the ability to do it, even it is really troublesome. You will never know when you will be in trouble, and that time you may need their help. WHO KNOW? Be Kindness to everyone^^ You will be hapi when you see them smiling becoz of what you did.

4. Smile often
When you bump into some frens..be sure to give them a big wide smile^^, they will smile back and you will feel hapiness flying around xD

5. Be optimistic
When bad things happen, look at the bright side. Amplify the good part, minimize the bad part ^^.

6. Sharing
Share what you have, instead to have it on ur own...^^


kays lets simplify this...Just be nice to everyone, and look on things with a happy mind^^