Wednesday, February 24, 2010

苦和甜~

埃,脑袋又拿了一堆的问题来想。世间的扭曲,人类的弱点。好的是坏的;坏的是好的。这说法怪吧?好比说,原谅是是好的,可是原谅坏的人,是坏的。如果不原谅坏的,难道原谅好的吗?这么说,原谅是坏的,那么为什么还要原谅呢?另一个例子吧,甜是好的,苦是坏的对吧?甜会带来甜尿病,可是苦口良药,这也对啊。好吧,不说吃的苦和甜,就说人生的吧。苦是为了要得到甜,当人得到所谓甜,那么身体就开始退化了吧?为什么?因为懒了啊。可以不懒的?不懒就要劳动了咯,劳动就叫苦了啊。果然还是苦好吧?可以让身体健康。

晚安~

不知什么时候开始,我就喜欢听别人对我说晚安。当听到时会感到很温暖。可能是因为在宁静的深夜里,居然还有人在乎而感到安慰吧。心又开始痛了,干嘛啦?可能突然觉得自己一直都孤单一个人,受委屈了。努力了而得不到赞赏的那种感觉,努力还不够吗?为什么没人察觉。人家说,人是敌不过命运的,要改变命运就要吃尽苦头。到头来只不过弄到自己伤痕累累。我喜欢那下着毛毛雨,刮着风的灰天,仿佛听到那风对我说话,它告诉我,我的人生就是那样,像表情的灰天,像泪水雨滴,像心情的风。累了,失望了。

Friday, February 19, 2010

风,飞,梦~

风,一个莫不着的东西,但却能带给你舒服的感觉。说到风,一片无止境的天空浮现了,是蓝色的,还有一片片白云,很想飞,尽情地飞,那不受约束的感觉,很自由啊,很快乐啊。多么美啊,是梦吗?如果是,我不想醒了。听!是歌声,多美妙啊。有着水流声配乐,很动听。这一刻能停留吗?不,是这一刻能继续吗?那温柔的风,那里来的啊?要去那里啊?能带我一起走吗?带我去飞翔可以吗?

Thursday, February 18, 2010

远离,是为了保护自己~

埃,好久没写咯,也算是好事吧。没有难过,所以没写咯。不开心的,就不要去想吧。不敢再把期望放在别人身上了。最后伤得还是自己。最近,喜欢听电台,听到能配合心情和味觉的歌就下载咯。像风那样的水瓶座,我多么想能像别人那样,能每天反复的做同样的事,不用去烦做到很腻,全都麻木了。我真的很想脱离一切跟“她”有关的事。我本来很喜欢槟城,就因为那“狗”,我听到槟城,就痛恨入骨。我不知哪里弄来的信心,相信自己能东山再起。我的天空依然是灰的,那正是风最强的时候。

Friday, February 12, 2010

今天~

今天,对我来讲是个非常特别的日子。我刻意留到十二点,为了迎接它的到来。目的?要看谁记得咯!我心目中当然有些盼望和期待。我想,“她”都忘了吧。那些在“面子书”祝我的,谢咯。老实说有些感动。^^算你们够朋友。可是有些“人”,让我失望了。可能,是我想太多了吧,唉,没办法咯。我就是这样的啦,没办法改了咯。不理了,去睡了。(果然,还是被那水瓶座的分析说中了吧,“水瓶座的想法没人能捉摸到”。注定孤单了吧,心里话没人懂)

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Emo can become Habit~

I just found out that..Emo will become a habit, once it become habit, you will tend to make yourself emo even you dont want to. Why I will wan to dig myself in? Maybe only the warmness of tears can warm up my heart. I so wish i can be cool hearted, without any emotion i can live without suffer! I wish~~~I really do~~

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Things to do~

Erm, I maybe day dreaming again, so i write it down so i can remember what have I dream^^.

1. Learn Swimming
2. Learn WuShu
3. Learn Dancing
4. Learn Guitar
5. Learn Piano
6. Learn Japanese language
7. Learn 1st aid
8. Train my Thinking sharper
9. Get rid of my laziness
10. Learn Make dreams a reality!


There are more i think~~` but i keep it 10 1st, to prevent i lose my heart before i achieve something.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

算了,累了~

算了,累了。。。我又是想太多,让自己去期待那些根本不存在的事。自己很了不起吗?被人有那么软弱吗?算了啦,从今以后,我就只管我自己的事吧,除非别人需要帮忙。终于安静了吧,我在逃避吗?也许吧,那又怎样?我过得好一些就可以了。花为这世界天上了色彩,让这世界更漂亮,可是花不是为这世界而开,是为了自己而开。干嘛要限制自己?真的想看下自己的百分百能到多远。跟自己约定吧?就这“百分百”就可以了。为别人做的也太多了吧,是时候做给自己了。百分百?嗯,百分百!

Think Before You do~

Well, People always say think before you do. Me? Think and not do. I found out that i good at planning my own things, but when time come, I simply can find an excuse to allow me lay back. So much ambition, so much dreams but no determination, no the so call "fire". How can I ignite the fire? or maybe i should say how can I keep the fire still until the dish has cooked? hmm, I wonder, I dont wan get old but without a couples of nice story to show off to my kids! (this should ignite the fire, but how long it burn?) I so hungry for the outcome which done by my own hand covered with my sweat!