well, another week has passed...ntg much to talk about actually, just in the whole week, I spent most of my time doing math and slacking...><"...still considering whether next week should stays back or not...I just hard to focus went got other ppl around ><"
well, the only thing that worth to talk about is on Wednesday lor... our sister Anne and Charles's son 1 month old dinner...
The dinner is buffet type, and the food not so bad =), but I hold myself back, dun wan eat too much as I dont have much time to go for exercise...getting fat liao ><", and then I follow rev then's car back home, but before back, he bring me to St.Thomas's leaders gathering...LOL...and I am the only teen in there other all is adult...><" and the owner of the house chia me eat Mishua...LOL..
Okay, today is friday, ntg much in the morning....so I straight jump to night. I went to alpha just now...so glad she also there =)....Had some small event with her made me so happy hehe^^...sry ah, I am not telling at here. Today alpha lesson is quite relevant to me. It is about how we fight against evil =)...Had so laughters and fun time hehe...so Satisfy...
Tomorrow I gonna chiong for math again..haiz...Sunday probably din go to church as it is combine service.. then Monday will go outing yay!...Okay, thats all my plans for next few days, after the outing, will focus on study ady...as Friday and Saturday got test...><" Wish me luck~~~
I will try update as much as possible..=) cya next time
Friday, April 29, 2011
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Busy Busy Life, Make Me Feel Alive =)
It is week end again =)...my weekend plan is almost full...starts from Saturday, Morning went to study, >< finally can have some time sit down and have to mood to study properly...well, not much I studied, but at least got smtg =)...
afternoon go play badminton...Muhahaha, I play like "got wind" LOL, den those basketball player also playing there, >< there are few times i almost get hit by ball zzzz. I just played awhile, then rush to church for song practice =)...that time I am soaked hahaha...ntg much to write about in church ><...
night rush to Alvin's church LOL, rushing day for me hahahhaa...but I glad I went there, they invited a guest speaker, according to Alvin them, he is a miracle worker...but, I like his speech...so meaningful and most of the thing is I nvr think of =)...I cant recall every point he said...but I sure when time and situation rite, the idea will reappear =). A wonderful day end here....
Well, add in some sub stories hahaha...it is so rush, I just confirm the mt climbing form with others, den the next day need to give out ady...I dont even have the time to go photocopy LOL. den because I have no time to sms da ge, I ended up sms him around 12 am LOL...so sry >
okay, come to easter Sunday, it rain heavily in the morning>< my cloth cant dry at all...Sun pls come out or else i dun have cloth to wear liao...well, as usual, I went to church, today I am support singer, well, not too bad nor too good =)...just sing as what I can..LOL...afternoon no activity, so after lunch den go back home and sleep...den until 6pm wendy fetch me to church and join other to go to a nursing collage...Wow, th collage is so huge...for some reason, their collage life is so wonderful =)...I chat with one of the student there, he said all of them are living in hostel...so fun ><"...well, I think this will be the end of today =)....
2mr MOnday, I guess I will have Monday blue again ><...
afternoon go play badminton...Muhahaha, I play like "got wind" LOL, den those basketball player also playing there, >< there are few times i almost get hit by ball zzzz. I just played awhile, then rush to church for song practice =)...that time I am soaked hahaha...ntg much to write about in church ><...
night rush to Alvin's church LOL, rushing day for me hahahhaa...but I glad I went there, they invited a guest speaker, according to Alvin them, he is a miracle worker...but, I like his speech...so meaningful and most of the thing is I nvr think of =)...I cant recall every point he said...but I sure when time and situation rite, the idea will reappear =). A wonderful day end here....
Well, add in some sub stories hahaha...it is so rush, I just confirm the mt climbing form with others, den the next day need to give out ady...I dont even have the time to go photocopy LOL. den because I have no time to sms da ge, I ended up sms him around 12 am LOL...so sry >
okay, come to easter Sunday, it rain heavily in the morning>< my cloth cant dry at all...Sun pls come out or else i dun have cloth to wear liao...well, as usual, I went to church, today I am support singer, well, not too bad nor too good =)...just sing as what I can..LOL...afternoon no activity, so after lunch den go back home and sleep...den until 6pm wendy fetch me to church and join other to go to a nursing collage...Wow, th collage is so huge...for some reason, their collage life is so wonderful =)...I chat with one of the student there, he said all of them are living in hostel...so fun ><"...well, I think this will be the end of today =)....
2mr MOnday, I guess I will have Monday blue again ><...
Friday, April 22, 2011
Feelings~
Today, early in the morning, and took a look at my fb, and saw one video that my house mate shared. It is about the stages of a relationship, well, a negative one, they end up broke up...sad. yesterday, my room mate let me watch a video also about relationship, that time I already went into deep thought, add this one. I give myself an ans, "wait".
As long as I can remember, I always have this thought "it is not wrong to tell other my feelings" but, after telling some feelings, I need to take responsibility. some feelings are to much for other to carry.
My ans "wait", is because I dont wan another tragedy. Ntg much I can offer to her, there is no reason I need to make her mine. Her life is much better like this. Thats what I thought.
Maybe, other will ask me, what about "what she think?", maybe, I will selfishly say, what ever she think,the result still the same. arrr...I duno, I seriously duno...I just dont wan her to feel bad, sad, confused, lost or unhappy...I just want her to be happy...I wish i can know what she think ><"
well, as for now, I will just let it be...I lost~~
As long as I can remember, I always have this thought "it is not wrong to tell other my feelings" but, after telling some feelings, I need to take responsibility. some feelings are to much for other to carry.
My ans "wait", is because I dont wan another tragedy. Ntg much I can offer to her, there is no reason I need to make her mine. Her life is much better like this. Thats what I thought.
Maybe, other will ask me, what about "what she think?", maybe, I will selfishly say, what ever she think,the result still the same. arrr...I duno, I seriously duno...I just dont wan her to feel bad, sad, confused, lost or unhappy...I just want her to be happy...I wish i can know what she think ><"
well, as for now, I will just let it be...I lost~~
Thursday, April 21, 2011
I and We,,,Friends...
Friends are bring together by a special fate....when we around each other, we no need to wear a mask; we can be our true self, because everyone can accept who are we. we shared everything, joy, laughters, secrets, tears, anger, gossips and the most important one, memories and every moment we spent tgt.
Unhappiness among friend is unavoidable, but it usually is short and reasonable. we are still human, we will do wrong from time to time. For me, it is not big deal that my fren said a wrong thing that offended you. At the most, I will show them a unhappy face, and they can get it right away and stop what they doing.
As a fren, of coz we cannot sit still after knowing our own dear fren walked the "wrong path". we sure will voice out our advice or critics just to help them get back on track. then those friend will just listen and accept wad with said. no feeling hurting, no feel insulted or what ever. Thats friend, we critics because we care.
Fren will have fun teasing each other...fren will back another fren up when they are in trouble. Fren is precious, and can never be replaced. Treasure your friend, dont let them get hurt.
Unhappiness among friend is unavoidable, but it usually is short and reasonable. we are still human, we will do wrong from time to time. For me, it is not big deal that my fren said a wrong thing that offended you. At the most, I will show them a unhappy face, and they can get it right away and stop what they doing.
As a fren, of coz we cannot sit still after knowing our own dear fren walked the "wrong path". we sure will voice out our advice or critics just to help them get back on track. then those friend will just listen and accept wad with said. no feeling hurting, no feel insulted or what ever. Thats friend, we critics because we care.
Fren will have fun teasing each other...fren will back another fren up when they are in trouble. Fren is precious, and can never be replaced. Treasure your friend, dont let them get hurt.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Sushi!!! xDDD
Today is tuesday...Sushi king is in promotion...rm 2 for most of the sushi xDDD....this is not the 1st time they doing it...but it is the 1st time i get this chance to eat sushi for so cheap xDDD....
I went there around 4.30pm with aaron, alvin and jian siang...not much ppl Q+ing...we wait awhile den can go in ady....at the end, I finished 9 plates of sushi ...burp...excuse me..xD...this is the 1st time i can eat sushi until so satisfy...hehehe.
after that, I join rocky them went in again...but this time, I go in just to drink tea...they siao one, spam wasabi like water...><. I saw many ppl from my school at there....and saw some pretty girls too hehe...
should I buy her a Bracelets as b.day present?...I so wish my feeling can deliver...><
well, ntg much to write about sushi already...hmm, Maybe I will talk about things I encounter today...
well, the most serious one is one of our friend get so upset with our gang...well, I think the main reason is not with us leh...I already trying our best to help liao...dont say that we are taking advantages. I also duno what to say liao....
sry for the mood killing story ><...actualy, there are more depressing story...I decided not to share at there...=)
I think I will end here...ntg to talk about....
I went there around 4.30pm with aaron, alvin and jian siang...not much ppl Q+ing...we wait awhile den can go in ady....at the end, I finished 9 plates of sushi ...burp...excuse me..xD...this is the 1st time i can eat sushi until so satisfy...hehehe.
after that, I join rocky them went in again...but this time, I go in just to drink tea...they siao one, spam wasabi like water...><. I saw many ppl from my school at there....and saw some pretty girls too hehe...
should I buy her a Bracelets as b.day present?...I so wish my feeling can deliver...><
well, ntg much to write about sushi already...hmm, Maybe I will talk about things I encounter today...
well, the most serious one is one of our friend get so upset with our gang...well, I think the main reason is not with us leh...I already trying our best to help liao...dont say that we are taking advantages. I also duno what to say liao....
sry for the mood killing story ><...actualy, there are more depressing story...I decided not to share at there...=)
I think I will end here...ntg to talk about....
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Another week~
awww...Holidays over...and another week have passed...happy or sad, it was a fulfilling week...=)
This week is like another typical school week for me, on week days, Morning I will be in school, night time basically will stay at home. but for wed of this week, I went to bible study =)...It was good. den friday went to alpha as usual, the only difference is elmer got go=)...den saturday went to school in the morning, and get a free pizza hut meal for lunch thanks to duckie =)..afternoon went to church for song practice, den night went to a church member's house warming. then for today, Sunday, went to church in the morning, have youth time in the afternoon. and I basically sleep all the rest of the time..haha..messed up my bio time again. LOL
Although I lost my passion to do any homework, I still force myself to do abit abit...seriously, my weeks are so not productive compare to others ><, especially my math, already lacked few chapter behind.
yesterday was the day of election for Sarawak...now i found myself weird by get all exciting over result. as it doest have much to do with me. weird me.. xD...
Talking about weird, I wonder I got weird myself out by asking random question to her, some more at random time..LOL...so wish I can be myself when I am around her...seriously, I dont scare to let her know, I only scare the consequence ..haiz, I really duno what to do.
Life is hard, but we can make it trough together...Accept everyone with open mind, dont judge, dont compare, everyone is different and special in their own ways. Be glad they are them =). Reach out your hands to those who needed help, doesnt matter if nothing much they can offer back...My friend told me, the smile on their face, is the greatest gift from those whom we help. Don't mind much you have given, remember how much you have received.
God gave us the ability to communicate, use it wise and we will never be alone...no one want to be alone, nor deserve to be. I know it is hard, but the walls between us can be break down by cares and greet. Treasure anyone that have been honest to you...remember those who confronted you without wearing mask. These are true friends that are so rare and almost extinct.
Don't complain the world is messed up, but put effort to make it a better place...It doesn't matter u do it all by yourself, at least you fighting for what you feel right. =)....oh no, suddenly have so much idea come into my mind....I think I shall stop here, looking forward to another week =) with everyone.
This week is like another typical school week for me, on week days, Morning I will be in school, night time basically will stay at home. but for wed of this week, I went to bible study =)...It was good. den friday went to alpha as usual, the only difference is elmer got go=)...den saturday went to school in the morning, and get a free pizza hut meal for lunch thanks to duckie =)..afternoon went to church for song practice, den night went to a church member's house warming. then for today, Sunday, went to church in the morning, have youth time in the afternoon. and I basically sleep all the rest of the time..haha..messed up my bio time again. LOL
Although I lost my passion to do any homework, I still force myself to do abit abit...seriously, my weeks are so not productive compare to others ><, especially my math, already lacked few chapter behind.
yesterday was the day of election for Sarawak...now i found myself weird by get all exciting over result. as it doest have much to do with me. weird me.. xD...
Talking about weird, I wonder I got weird myself out by asking random question to her, some more at random time..LOL...so wish I can be myself when I am around her...seriously, I dont scare to let her know, I only scare the consequence ..haiz, I really duno what to do.
Life is hard, but we can make it trough together...Accept everyone with open mind, dont judge, dont compare, everyone is different and special in their own ways. Be glad they are them =). Reach out your hands to those who needed help, doesnt matter if nothing much they can offer back...My friend told me, the smile on their face, is the greatest gift from those whom we help. Don't mind much you have given, remember how much you have received.
God gave us the ability to communicate, use it wise and we will never be alone...no one want to be alone, nor deserve to be. I know it is hard, but the walls between us can be break down by cares and greet. Treasure anyone that have been honest to you...remember those who confronted you without wearing mask. These are true friends that are so rare and almost extinct.
Don't complain the world is messed up, but put effort to make it a better place...It doesn't matter u do it all by yourself, at least you fighting for what you feel right. =)....oh no, suddenly have so much idea come into my mind....I think I shall stop here, looking forward to another week =) with everyone.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
1 week holidays ^^
today is the 1st day of my 1 week mid sem break...morning and afternoon, basically I spent my time playing badminton. I din play for quite awhile already, as last 2 week is busy preparing for test...so today's performance is not as expected ><"
while I am writing this, I am waiting for my fren to fetch me to church...every Saturday night I will go there for song practice...=)...but since last month I found another reason to go there...hehe...
well, lets talk about my Plans for this holidays, Kays, for today and tomorrow, basically is like usual weekends...saturday morning and afternoon play badminton, night go church, den sunday morning and afternoon will at church, and night for this week will go 101 for keith meeting hehe...
kay, fun part start on monday, monday i will go permai rain forest for a 2 days 1 night trip with 14 others...Hope it will be fun =)...then, wednesday,thusday and friday i will try to force myself to study math..>< kinda fall behind already...den, next Saturday and Sunday, I will go bau for youth alpha weekend away...look forward to it =)....kays thats my 1 week holiday's plan...
about the permai trip, I heard college group also went there, well, not sure will meet them or not...but wish them have their fun time too =)...I never been too permai before, nope it is not too bad...feeling kinda disappointed to see that, not many ppl actually wan to help out in the preparation of this trip. well, not much I can do too, but i will try my best to help out..coz few person's effort but everyone get to enjoy is kinda not good. opss..holiday should not say some depressing thing...><
well, I guess I need to stop here...drag on only will led to more complains >< hehe...good days everyone..cheers!
while I am writing this, I am waiting for my fren to fetch me to church...every Saturday night I will go there for song practice...=)...but since last month I found another reason to go there...hehe...
well, lets talk about my Plans for this holidays, Kays, for today and tomorrow, basically is like usual weekends...saturday morning and afternoon play badminton, night go church, den sunday morning and afternoon will at church, and night for this week will go 101 for keith meeting hehe...
kay, fun part start on monday, monday i will go permai rain forest for a 2 days 1 night trip with 14 others...Hope it will be fun =)...then, wednesday,thusday and friday i will try to force myself to study math..>< kinda fall behind already...den, next Saturday and Sunday, I will go bau for youth alpha weekend away...look forward to it =)....kays thats my 1 week holiday's plan...
about the permai trip, I heard college group also went there, well, not sure will meet them or not...but wish them have their fun time too =)...I never been too permai before, nope it is not too bad...feeling kinda disappointed to see that, not many ppl actually wan to help out in the preparation of this trip. well, not much I can do too, but i will try my best to help out..coz few person's effort but everyone get to enjoy is kinda not good. opss..holiday should not say some depressing thing...><
well, I guess I need to stop here...drag on only will led to more complains >< hehe...good days everyone..cheers!
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