Waa, this week is so busy~~..3 test on the same weeks... luckily I still manage to prepare...hehe. Next week gonna have one more test, den is Happy time =)...My Uni life is getting more and more interesting..Maybe because mind opened back?? o.O..
Well, told some of my close fren and my cousin about "her"...thats the 1st time i share these kind of things with other people in my whole life...but, my feeling is not yet confirm..so just let it be? Tried to talk to her few times but fail, sometimes even get hurt by her...>< I am so fragile LOL...I think some of my word when i talking to her is kinda harsh too..i duno why will be like this ><" (want to know who is "her", ask me personally ba) hehe
Kays, NOW gonna write about ANTS...I so damn hate ants..but i think they love me...wherever i go, they followed...they share same food with me...even i din invite them...wth!!!....they even give me "kisses" when i sleeping and next morning i get a bump, and it is so itchy...
These few days, I saw so many facebook spam from another website...some is for over 18 de...>< It is kinda embarrass when other saw my page have that kind of wall post...haiz...
Duno why, these few days, I read news using my phone alot...Maybe I concern about the situation of my favorite country I think~~...Or Grow ups tent to be love to read news? I not sure, but it is not a bad thing to do rite?
Since alvin and evan invited me to go college group's gather, every friday I will go to my school G block seven floor to hear a "talk"(duno what appropriated word to use) about leadership, I enjoy the talk alot...and i glad I gain some more nice fren from college group =) It is great to surround by frens ^^
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Opened up =)
Lots of thing have happen...In this world as well as on me. Lets talk about the world...1st, mass killing case in some middle east country is so heart breaking. I wonder they treat human life as what? I was so uncomfortable after knowing the news. Then recently, just few day before, my favorite country Japan was strike by a level 8.9 earthquake and follow by the deadly tsunami..SAD!!! Human are so puny when come against nature, People, please love our mother earth.
Now, talk about things happen on me ..=)...basically is about my life. it is not some depressing story, but some heart enlighten one hehe. now, I can say that my life is optimize. On week day, Morning study, evening gym or play badminton, night rest and stay connect with frens. I really enjoy my life! well, sometime laziness still kidnap me, I still trying my best to get rid of it.
On weekend, I usually spent most of my time in church. Friday night I will got to youth alpha, Saturday night I go church for songs practice, Sunday morning is service and afternoon is youth activity^^. Other then go to church, Saturday morning and afternoon I will go play badminton...I kinda addicted to badminton hehe. Anyone interested to play with me?
Ok, now talk about the title of this blog post, Opened up, I basically is mean I escape from the claw of emo and heartaches den open my heart back to the world. What I wan to say is about the feeling and things I feel. When ppl is happy, good things will come along and vice versa. During the "dark age" of my world, I feel that no one understand me, no one really care, but now, I can confidently say all of that are false!...My frens and family care, they never forget me =), the problem is myself who close my own hear from them.
Life is beautiful, I am not talking about some people's life, but everyone's...life maybe is unfair, but trust yourself to live over it or even change it. Gambateh Minna, watashi no tomotachi.
Now, talk about things happen on me ..=)...basically is about my life. it is not some depressing story, but some heart enlighten one hehe. now, I can say that my life is optimize. On week day, Morning study, evening gym or play badminton, night rest and stay connect with frens. I really enjoy my life! well, sometime laziness still kidnap me, I still trying my best to get rid of it.
On weekend, I usually spent most of my time in church. Friday night I will got to youth alpha, Saturday night I go church for songs practice, Sunday morning is service and afternoon is youth activity^^. Other then go to church, Saturday morning and afternoon I will go play badminton...I kinda addicted to badminton hehe. Anyone interested to play with me?
Ok, now talk about the title of this blog post, Opened up, I basically is mean I escape from the claw of emo and heartaches den open my heart back to the world. What I wan to say is about the feeling and things I feel. When ppl is happy, good things will come along and vice versa. During the "dark age" of my world, I feel that no one understand me, no one really care, but now, I can confidently say all of that are false!...My frens and family care, they never forget me =), the problem is myself who close my own hear from them.
Life is beautiful, I am not talking about some people's life, but everyone's...life maybe is unfair, but trust yourself to live over it or even change it. Gambateh Minna, watashi no tomotachi.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
New Sem, New Me~~~
Minna san, tadaima...well, now is already going to last day of 2nd week. My burning study passion almost gone off...thats bad...><
Good thing is, I can leave those lovely loverly couple feeling aside...Cursed me for about one year...I think i need to wait awhile to touch back those thing...
Hehe, I should be doing my homework now, but I am here...facing the screen, with my headset budded in my ears enjoying the songs again and again =)...
My peaceful life, think over many things and wider view, accepting things are as they are as well as ppl...life is easier and yet complicated. Dealing with lots of peoples are hard, but I cant back off, its a path I must take to grow up.
All I can do is try my best, and hope other can understand my lacks. I mean, I am not God or some perfect guy, I am a human too, I am not perfect...I fail and I stand back up and learn to not fall at the same spot...thats life.
Yea, sometime is depressing to see other fail to meet my expectation...but I think they doing for the best at that situation...What for I go and blame them? I cant gain anything from it but instead losing something I hold dear? Losing the precious friendship? If I go cheer them up or help them up will be better? well, I so wish everyone can be like this...at least everyone can be happy.
I don't know what other chasing in life, money? happiness? love? dreams? or just passing time? I pursuing my dream, a dream to live in a peaceful place without hatred everyone trying their best to help each other.
The smile on all of your face mean so much to me, the your laughters echo in my hearts leaving behind is those sweet memories we shared. Every thing about us, i swear I will hold dear and never let go...because of you all, I lived on and fight hard =)...
Thx god for letting me open my heart up after those hard time, these few day, i keeping some old fren in touch, a simple greeting is saving the sinking friendship...I am so enjoy my life now, I glad my oldself is back, only the good self hehe...
but some fren changed so much, some I hardly talk to them...they are like went and lived in a diff world than me ><...but I try my best to accept your new self, but I wont forget your oldself =)...because that was you too...
Live on, be understanding and smile =)...life is beautiful
Good thing is, I can leave those lovely loverly couple feeling aside...Cursed me for about one year...I think i need to wait awhile to touch back those thing...
Hehe, I should be doing my homework now, but I am here...facing the screen, with my headset budded in my ears enjoying the songs again and again =)...
My peaceful life, think over many things and wider view, accepting things are as they are as well as ppl...life is easier and yet complicated. Dealing with lots of peoples are hard, but I cant back off, its a path I must take to grow up.
All I can do is try my best, and hope other can understand my lacks. I mean, I am not God or some perfect guy, I am a human too, I am not perfect...I fail and I stand back up and learn to not fall at the same spot...thats life.
Yea, sometime is depressing to see other fail to meet my expectation...but I think they doing for the best at that situation...What for I go and blame them? I cant gain anything from it but instead losing something I hold dear? Losing the precious friendship? If I go cheer them up or help them up will be better? well, I so wish everyone can be like this...at least everyone can be happy.
I don't know what other chasing in life, money? happiness? love? dreams? or just passing time? I pursuing my dream, a dream to live in a peaceful place without hatred everyone trying their best to help each other.
The smile on all of your face mean so much to me, the your laughters echo in my hearts leaving behind is those sweet memories we shared. Every thing about us, i swear I will hold dear and never let go...because of you all, I lived on and fight hard =)...
Thx god for letting me open my heart up after those hard time, these few day, i keeping some old fren in touch, a simple greeting is saving the sinking friendship...I am so enjoy my life now, I glad my oldself is back, only the good self hehe...
but some fren changed so much, some I hardly talk to them...they are like went and lived in a diff world than me ><...but I try my best to accept your new self, but I wont forget your oldself =)...because that was you too...
Live on, be understanding and smile =)...life is beautiful
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