'Oh no!!! Not again ><"

Arrrrhhh, Guess wad...today is Thursday, i should be no class but i still go to school "FOR STUDY" yea..Study, den i End up in library, facing the Math notes but my eyes are on the computer screen. =="...well, some maybe will think that I am looking at lecture slides...in fact, I am not?? xD I was In FB!! and Maple forum...omg~~~

Next Monday, I have MOS and MATH TEST!!! but for now, my preparation is like only 10%? =="...

Well, well, should i be positive? xD "Abit is better than nothing" haha, i guess this sound more like an excuse than positive thinking.

Human is hard to accept change, and this is one thing that I hard to overcome=="...but Things around us is changing from time to time...sometimes, i read some of the post in fb that my dear Frens posted...i had a feeling that they changed, then a weird feeling make me feel like i am scare to contact back with them.

Ar..Gonna stop writing now ==" Math~~~~time =="

Yay~~

Blog redited ><", well I am more satisfy with this one compare to the previous one ^^...At least tis one is more cheerful..

Well, well, well...Not much special event happen in my life in the past few days...Class, Home, church...repeating^^

Ntg much to talks abt for now ><"...so sry..xD

><" shouldn't have tis feeling

Today is Monday, I purposely wake up earlier to prepare for my struc test. Well, I am not the type that will str8 go into study.

I opened my fb den start browsing around...den I read her status>< In her status, she is writing for another person...

Well, for now she is just a ordinary online fren for me..but why i have the uneasy feeling zzz stupid of me.

I guess i will be better afterward when i am in school^^

and btw, I maybe will change the design of my blog again >< not satisfy with the current one...but i wont be close down the blog when updating the design..i try do everything in one go.

(the morning sky that is just outside my window is so beautiful) ( random) just a sudden feel, at 2nd though its not a beautiful as u think..hahah..shall continue my study >< running out of time..

Should Stay at Home Whole day =="

Now only i realize, Stay at home whole day and doing useless things will make me crazy =="

Too free to think those unnecessary things, but I still glad the chance i staying at home doing ntg is less than last time xD....

Well, for now...live well w/o another half^^...not like last time, sms every day..now my fons are quiet..only parent will call me around nite time..hehe

Life is great, The only matter where u stand to view it...hehe, can say tat, i am enjoying life now, even i still studying..my "enjoy" is not like after retire den always play around or travel around...My "enjoy" is be glad tat i can walk trough everyday with new things around^^ even it is a small one~~

Hehe~~ya hor..some frens complain that i din post any picture..well, i just duno wad to put...I love to take picture, but lazy to xfer the picture i took from fon to comp..><" so sry for that..if i happen to get my hands on some really nice one..i definitely will post.

Be hapi~~^^

I Love my life^^

When i am in high school, from time to time, i will hear some senior who came back to visit us say, uni life is smtg very enjoyable and nothing to afraid abt^^

Now, I truly can feel all of the joy^^, especially, all those non local student, gather tgt like a big family, caring each other...

Although, study in uni is hard, but You dont have to face the challenges alone..we have bunch of friendly frens and SOME nice and caring lecturer..I SAID "SOME" XD!!

Hope, all my frens out there are enjoying too^^

One thing i learn from church, Use ur heart to love and care everyone around you, You will find that U will have someone doing bek as U do~

Ya, of coz life cant be so wonderful and perfect all the time~sadness still will around sometime, it is unavoidable, but u can minimize it..look at the bright side~~^^

Ya I admit that, SHE did leave a big hole in my heart. Almost everynite I will felt the emptiness...Until now, I still cant find anyone to fill in that hole perfectly, Even is herself, She had changed...zzz I Must be hapi!!! cant think so much ><" ps~~

This week, i tried quite a few of new things^^...I donated my 19 year old blood o.O for the first time^^...I actually manage to play pool^^...I build up a prototype robot in just an afternoon time^^...I forgived some person how hurt me badly^^...Now i feel that my life's value...all those i been trough, i so wish i can share with u all~~~

I wish i can try everything in the world...I treasure my life~~and my frens...and everyone's heart!!! U all mean alot to me..Those who felt down, get bek up>< i still need u~~those who flying with dream pls dun forget abt me...well, even u forget, i wont^^ Wish u all good luck~~ I think i should end now...xD haha, today i am so hapi!!

Blog theme will change soon^^ Stay tune..( I try post as much as i can)

Broke my own promise again~

I promise myself, will nvr go too deep or have high hope in love...but i failed T.T

Few day din contact le, all the pains i can clearly feel...just like tat day, the day i wish nvr was in my life...

I comfort myself with many Principe, but in the end, i lost my way.

Maybe i need to forget abt her...To love her really out of my capability to bare, But I just cant tell her...I really dun wanna hurt her...Maybe just bare it like tis, and hope her nvr find out and wish her will happy always~~