An Aquarius..

From all the article I read about Aquarius... most of them say that, Aquarius is Unique..In the negative side of saying of Aquarius is weird.

Well, recently I feel that i hardly keep any conversation open...whenever I talk, the conversation tend to cold down...I maybe thinking too much..or really is thinking too much ><"...in fact I have to admit that Aquarius is lack of socializing skills...

I do proud of my talents..even though no one acknowledged them..maybe my laziness covered them up. I have to get rid of the damn laziness to let my talents shine again...but how?

Robots competition finally over^^, my team's robot get third place..quite happy with it^^, other than happy, I feel like dun wan the competition end...It is so fun! and our robot is still have lots of potential haven shown ..arr..k! must let go =)

Watched 1 and half movies these 2 days....haha, weird way to watch movie, who will watch half movie ==" but I have no choice...at 1st ah soon, elmer and I went to watch skyline..but watch half way the film snap! o.O ...tat explain for the half movie...then the cinema give us 4 open ticket as apologizes. so, the next day, we 3 and even went to watch Rapunzel^^...thumbs up!! Disney never let me down..It is so nice, even though it just a 1 and half hour movie, but i feel like 3 hour inside...and Rapunzel is super cute when her hair is short!

The nite of the same day, I went for zhe yii birthday party...well it is more like a gather..anyway, is the same..=P..and once again I order another food that is totally not worth! =="..I am so noob when come to order western food, next time gonna wait for other order 1st. that nite i spent RM36.40 just for a dinner..ouch!! thats the money I use for 3 days meals! Gonna save money ~~ =)

er..kinda off topic..well, just treat it as 2 in 1 post xD..Exam coming, fun time over..Study mode on!! (laziness still get in the way ==")

Today~~

Today, is a typical Tuesday for me..free at morning, class at afternoon. Usually i will wash my cloth every Tuesday,but due to the cloth hanging place is occupied and the sky din seem so good, well, i guess i leave the washing for tomorrow ><"..in my closet, left the last set of clean cloth~~~pls have a good weather tomorrow >
Arr...kinda ashame to say this out...I actually wasted whole morning, doing NTG !!!...facebook~~guitar~~~movie..wth!!!..well, exam is at next month, but i ady can smell it =3=!!, in my heart is scare and worried after looked to those sux tests result >
K, another ashame thing...I plan to study EMO (energy and motion) after today's class...but, evil me:(is gonna rain soon, ltr u cant go bek home, now is the chance, Melvin offer to bring u back~), angle me:(u plan to study, dun waste time at home...at home u sure play comp)...at the end, evil win..NOOO!!! well, at least din win all, changed my plan to study with Melvin after tomorrow class..this time, cant let evil in again..>O

Well, wad the angel say is true..i go bek home, start prepare abit things for dinner, den face comp all the time...dean wolf start to say: tonite zak~~~coz 2mr patch...wth T.T bb study time xD...yea, finish zak, den dc LOL, k, off maple den go bath...after bath...guess wad...I am here writing..LOL!!!...gonna go slp le..hope 2mr can early wake to wash cloth...

MOTIVATION and DETERMINANT where are U!!!!???? TEMPTATION damn you, pls disappear in front my eyes!!!

The feeling~~

This few week..really busy, and stress...

When a time like this come, in my heart the ego of a gf to tc me will appear...

I spend many time, involve in many things, enjoying my life outside virtual world...well, by doing tis, temporary make me forget that feeling..TEMPORARY~~

My fon is quiet for few weeks or months..i duno, din count the date, but this few day, it start to be noisy again...I really miss those time, those when fon is noisy time, every msg inside is so warm..i feel tat i am not alone...but i wish, those time nvr come back..at lease come back with different ppl...

My picture of life, got some shaded part which i wish it nvr there...and i glad it is there...Yea, i am being contradict..there are reasons behind...i duno how to explain..I not sure what i wan, In my heart, I miss them, I wish they come back, but in my brain, I dun wish to get into dejavu, I dun wish there are more shade area in my picture...

My life has changed, compare to last time, but not totally...My life now is more contained..Is more den virtual world..but still, virtual is part of it...cant possible 100% get rid of it..but i wish can minimize it..at lease, my next gf is not virtual..is someone who i can hug and feel her warmness..

Tonite is cold..