Everyone~

Everyone live with their own rule, sometimes what they did is just cant understand by other people no matter how they explain.

Everyone live in their own world, one everyone can easily enter it, to enter it, we need fate and thrust.

This few years i learn and i grow. I understand sometime things just out of our control, either you accept it or forget it, or else you will live in misery.

So learn to accept and forgive, and live a good day..things are not as bad as think!

Forgive or Fight?~

When someone doing something that is not seems to fair to you, but he got a understandable reason behind, can he left to run wild like this? Bare with him because that is what he is? a spoil brat or a pitiful child that lack of love? Make friends just to get benefits from them, is this sound right? I am so pissed off with this kind of person.

Of cause sometimes we need to show out some of our abilities so that we can shine, but I don't know why such a shameless person exist on earth. Some small matter also want to show off, if wan to make people envy you, just be natural and they will know who to be admire.

Recently i heard that, he lack of family love even his family is rich, all his older siblings are far more superior than him, in the eyes of his family, he was nothing than just an extra nuisance. so i understand that, he doing this just to get attentions, but should I forgive him because of the reason? or Fight for my rights?

I tried to express my uneasy feeling on his action in an indirect ways, but he just too stupid to understand. Then i tried to accept him as who he was then try pretend to get along with him, well we did get along well, but his action worsen.

Some of the friends know this already, but they just keep quite and bare with it. well i doing the same, but i don't know where is the limit of my patients. some other just come to hate him and ignore him, but he was my friend since we are primary school, i just cant do this, this really out of my character and my way of human.

Haha...this is very obvious already, who he is, i think everyone can guess out easily. So forgive or fight?

All because of love~

Becoz of love, we willing to do anything just to wan see them happy. Their smile mean of much to us.

Becoz of love, we dont mind getting hurt in the process just to make them feel better.

Becoz of love, we get hurt again and again, but we still want to love. Only them can left scars on our hearts.

Becoz of love, we can feel the satisfaction in ourself, becoz we live for them.

Becoz of love, they are everything, we are nothing. We need fall into great sadness also wan them happy.

Mapling~

This few day i will be busy mapling, so will less update my blog le...

人生短短~

人生短短，何必要过的不开心呢？可是，往往我们都处在生不由己的处境。人太渺小了，很多事都处于我们掌控以外。能做的只有默默的承受和接受。要过得开开心心，那就看你的心胸有多宽阔，看你能承受多少。这就是所谓的“人生”

Tomorrow~

Tomorrow is the last day of this semester[foundation (E/S) sem 2], this semester mostly is filled with sadness. Hope after tomorrow, the end of this semester is also the end of the sadness. Tomorrow is the last paper ->Engineering math B, after that is Maple time!!! Maple I am coming back!! Miss those friends in there so much.

Lost Myself again~

I cant recognize myself again, what do I really wan? The "Road" I walking, is that my road? Am I on the right track? Is what I am doing right? Maybe I stress over the exam and all this negative thinking come back to find me again. All these day, I keep reading a book that can burn my spirit up, but cant last for long. I wonder why? I even set a motivation quote on my phone stand by screen to keep reminding myself. Last time I set a Principe for myself to follow but now i found out that my Principe cannot apply all the time then I get very lost. I also found out that, my emotion rise can drop very often and very fast, I am tired. I really wonder when I will be ok? I hope after exam I find back Myself~

Empty Love~

I create this picture due to random inspiration i think, I wonder without "heart", a "love" still can be call perfect?

谁的天空比较美~

从小，父母都教我们做人要谦虚。而因要谦虚，我们都把我们的闪亮点都遮盖了。适当的表现自己是叫展现自己，过分的表现自己是叫自夸。因要谦虚，而把自己弄到不不起眼，有些甚至丢了自尊，自信心全都没了。那时就在问，为什么别人的天空比较蓝，比较美？而没发觉自己的那片美丽的天空都被乌云遮盖了。我承认，每个人的命运都不同，有些好有些坏，这不轮的你选。有些人因命运不如人而在那儿埋怨，好不如接受那就是你的命运，而想办法在这烂命运活得更有光彩。一出世，我们每一个都是平等的，都想一张白纸；今天的我们各有不同，那是因为生活里的点点滴滴把我们那张百纸染上了不同的色彩。而你凭什么来判断，你的色彩不如人漂亮？行行出状元，每个人都拥有自己的一套出人头地。你就是你，干嘛要跟别人比？你会唱歌，他会跳舞，怎样比？活出自我，挺着胸走下去吧~

Meaningful Morning~

Today, I follow Swinburne RC team and went to a army salvation house to do a mass cooking for those orphans. I so miss those days went I still a prefect in STTSS, that time is we cook for ourself, but we do enjoy ourself with those half cooked vegetables haha. This morning sure reminds me of the old day, even I not really help out in any cooking, or maybe a bit on stirring the curry chicken and cook the rice with pandan leaves..sweet!!^^ The cooking part i sure do enjoy, but what I found that meaningful is I make more new friends. I enjoy sharing stories and experience with them. This kind of even not just benefit the orphans; it also brings members of RC team closer to each other^^. Then this idea flash across my mind, if I manage to run a company, I sure will organize some event so that my colleagues closer to each other and more into the company, but now all i have to do is learn as much as I can..my future is still long and bright!

Live the way we are~

These few day, I learn a lot, thanks to my dear, she made me think that, our mind is can be controlled by ourself. I try to learn to only think about happy things^^...when ever i think about sad things, I tell myself don't think about it. No point thinking about it, the more you think, the more you sad and the more depress you get. What for? o.0...This is our only life, why don't just live happily? Forget about Sadnesses, Hurts, Jealous, Betray, lonely and bla bla bla..whatever negative things. Find out all the joy in your life, there must be plenty of it, and don't if it is big or small, as long as it can make you feel good then enjoy to the fullest!!

Applicate the life that give by God, live it too the way you wan, because it is YOURS!! No one can comment about it, even they do, you also can don't listen but for sure some friendly advice or comment should be take down and consider. Dream what you want to dream, be who you are, because the true self is the most special one.

Try praise other more often, you will find that, everyone will start get closer to you provide that you not over do it and do it in the right timing.

In this life, we got thing that never ending to learn, we learn to rise, we learn to fall, we learn to climb back up and shine again^^; we learn to care, we learn to love; we learn to take, we learn to give. we learn to accept, we learn to change.

We as the child of God are not weak at all, live in God word, believe in HIM, We are much more stronger than we expect.

What I trying to say is, we have only one life, why don't we live the way we want? why want hide yourself in the darkness? Fall once not mean is THE END, it just a part of life, and falls make you stronger and stronger each time. Our life is full of Wonder waiting to be discover, so whenever sadness get control of you, fast fast get over it because if you late, you might lose some of the nice things in your life. This quote is from my friend Louis, he said, Live life to Fullest!!, I totally agree with it, because it is you life, then we just simply accept it then live it to fullest, no holding back, no regret.

All the World's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and entrance by William Shakespeare. It mean everyone play our own role in this world no one is the copy of other and we all are shining examples. So don't cover yourself behind the darkness.

Stop giving yourself excuse to stop living, but giving yourself all reason why need moving forward. Don't stop because of the small fall, your future is way more greater than just that tiny fall. It will be a waste just because you give up your future because of that little cut!!

Sheez...i just cant stop typing=.=" I already yawning here, maybe is time to stop..this just my way to look at life, hope will help someone out there. Our life is not bad as we think, slowly go discover all the joy and fun, then you will soon find out that life is meaningful.

zzz..there i go again..ok here is it "THE END"

or maybe "TO BE CONTINUE"

十句话~

这是一个朋友寄给我的电邮，我觉得很有意思，就和大家分享吧！

Never Can Understand~

Some people at other corner of the world are out of your reach, you can never understand how they feel because we are in different world.

Some people is so close to us but we never understand what they thinking, because their heart is far away from ours.

Some thing we cant understand because we not into it..

Night~

I used to enjoy when night come, because it is quite and peaceful. After busy whole day, night is the time for me to relax my mind. now is different, whenever night come, i felt the loneliness. This feeling is so horrible, you feel you so helpless and weak.

I used to watch stars shining in the black black sky, light up the sky, but now all stars are just like a broke heart fell in pieces all over the sky.

I used to feel the gentle wind blowing at my face, but now just feel like a sorrowful song play all over and over again.

The gentle night now turn out to be a nightmare, how i wish to wake up, how i wish to go back to the old times. The time when i can lying on the grass, with gentle breeze blowing and stars accompany me until i fall asleep.

Everything is Possible~

No one born as genius, all genius are backed up with hard training and sacrifice. And anyone of us is also a genius if we wan to be. Everything is possible, as long as other can do, you can do it also. No one is more stupid than other, only how much effort you willing put in. As long you believe, as long as you willing to try, you can make miracle. Exam is near, friends lets fight with all we can. Don't judge that you already fail before you enter the exam hall, miracle does happen. Pray hard, Study hard, rest Well and eat well let us prepare for the WAR!

VIP~

Well, everyone do have our own VIP in our heart. When you sad, who did you 1st think of? When you boring whose message you hope to receive? We maybe think of different people in different time, but those are who you care and hoping they care you back as much as you did. We care about them, we hope they do the same. but things are not like that all the time. When they need you, you give your best, when you need them, they vanish. What promises, What Deal all is lies. True friend hard to find. Please Please do applicate them if you find any. Human heart is made from fresh, not rock, it is easily be broken, try don't broke other's heart all the time because it hurt. The scar will permanently remain. When other share love and care with you, you do the same, share yours with other.

Satisfy~

From time to time, since we are young we keep on dreaming to get something. We treat it as source of motivation and we fight all the best to achieve it. If we finally manage to achieve it, but we demand for the better one, then enter another battle to realize the dream. THIS is human, never will satisfy, from some point of view it is a good side of human, because of this human get more and more advance. somehow this nature of human also will lead human to destruction. For example, when a person successfully commit a small snatch and run. He will do it again another time with a more serious crime. Human always cant be satisfy because other are better than them. From my point of view, I think, human who know satisfy is those who are happy, because they no need to worry how to get better. Those kind of human is my dream, not stand out from other but happier than other. Let us think like this, you are who you are, why wan compare? You have what you more than them, You cant win them in all aspect. Be proud for what you are, because it is you!!